PuaBuaiTo

Certainty

2010-09-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

Why does it seems that the world concerns me, but I'm not any concern of the world.
Am I really happy, or fine with everything, or can you see right through my facade?
No one can, and I don't think anyone will.
I wonder if it's a good thing when people cannot read you, where they are insensitive to whatever your feelings are.
Overwhelmed by other's problems that sometimes overshadow my own. So much so that they are thrown to the side.
As time goes, people treat it with indelicate care, and I, grown to do the same.
Settling problems on my own, sometimes I get tired of rationalising my emotions.
They are like a beast kept in a cage, waiting to devour anyone and everyone.
Rationality will soon be gone.
I am indeterminated

Taken

2010-09-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

" Friends are those that stab you in the front."
Yet, they don't mention how painful it is then from the back.

Somehow, tolerace between friends get taken granted as time pasts and it gets on people's nerves.
Sometime, it's funny how people use their own friends when they are in need, then throw them aside like nobody's business.
Somewhere, right out there, someone's is crying and they have no one to depend on.

The indelible importance of friends, highlighted, known to all, yet so easily erased.

Oh oh

2010-05-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

Joycelyn looks like a hamster :D

Feel detached from 2A.....doesnt really miss it. I <3 3H.

Btw I feel disgusted when I see people especially from Year 2 talking about love*cookies and cream ice cream on the verge!!*
"

I never thought that loving you would hurt me this way. But i'm the only one to blame, cause i'm always saying, "It's Okay, It's Alright" ; i put the pain away and let it slide. I forgive, and forget it, and then you promise me i wont regret it. But i do, it's not right, because i turn around and let it slide. And i'm crazy for thinking, that someday you'll change things, when you keep on crossing the line.
"
eww.

Sudden,

2010-04-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was shocking. Voting time!
Wonders whether my choices are correct.
Doesn't it give your spine a chill just thinking of the results?

Erm, can I not have the usual?

2010-04-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

Seriously, why do parents like to blabber on how they splurge on us, how they rush home and blah blah whenever we quarrel with them? The usual "Without me you can't be here" thingy. Tsk.

Whatever they said are their responsibilities to us children. So, I don't see any sense in pointing that out in arguments.

Well, whatever :D

Crazed.

2010-03-22T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'm crazy over some many things right now. It would have make my life better if they are ALL positive + but they aren't : (

I just remembered I have an 8Days to read :D :D

P.S go and watch Just stand up video the live one then watch 1:40 to 1:44 AND STARE AT NICOLE(LEAD SINGER OF PUSSYCAT DOLLS) FREAKING FACE.

Muahas

2010-03-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

101th post!

Hi Shi Jie :D

*gulped a cup of coffee to stay awake*

Reception

2010-03-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Lately, I have been more open to criticisms. I don't know why, probably the mind became more mature.

However, that does not change the fact that the critics themselves must do whatever they ask others to. Following the standards you set to others is a must. Sadly, I do not see that in you and it irks me, though it does not change the fact that I am still wrong.

Well, why bother? :) I know I did my best.

Ironical bitch.

2010-03-04T20:01:00.003+08:00

Seriously, trying to gain sympathy from your "reflections" is as irritating as your effing face.

Hello, I would appreciate so much if you can stop acting cute right in front of US.

And please check your latest post and older post and highlight ironical sentences.

Right, your whole blog would be freaking highlighted blue.

OMG and you have friends like these. No wonder you clique with them SO EFFING WELL:D

No. I don't hate you. We hate you.

P.S If you think it's you, or you are pissed off, then it's obviously you.
P.S.S forget about my previous post about indirect. direct approach is probably always the best. and I'm being clever here too. :D

Oh

2010-03-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

Bitching needs skills.
You have to be clever when you bitch.
It will probably be supid to bitch about someone right front of her friend.
That's why I shall learn to be clever. Actually I'm already am.

Let's be real here.

I'm Back

2010-02-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

It's been one month since I last blogged. Well,I've learnt to have a "internal blogging system" in my mind. I have been telling myself to blog but oh well!

It's sort of better since I won't get flamed for whatever I am thinking.

"Why am I the only one trying to hold it all up, trying not to break this friendship just like how you broke my heart?"

There's nothing true in this world. Not even love or friendship. Hiding away the true you, trying to hold on and maintain the relationship. Of course it's neccessary, but when the other party doesn't put in the effort, you can't help it but think "Why am I the only one trying to hold it all up, trying not to break this friendship just like how you broke my heart?"

There were many times someone misunderstood what I was trying to bring across. Ranting about how wrong I am or rebutt me with weird reasons but in the first place had misunderstood me. Everyone's thoughts are different from what they say or write.
Am I the one that don't understand them, or are they the one that don't know what I am truly thinking?

But when it happens all too many times, it's shows how much you don't know about me, or probably how much I don't understand you...

P.S How does it feel to be treated the way you treated me? Not good isn't it?. Then why are you complaning when I didn't?

hmm.

2010-01-19T21:22:00.001+08:00

Taken from a FB quiz.

You lie with how you act. You are a 'glass half full' kind of person, or at least you pretend to be. You act like the person people need. You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals. You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement. You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on. Basically, you lie about who you are. Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you, but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people. You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you. You live for your ever growing circle of friends.

You lie because you do not think about yourself. You are happy if everyone else is happy, and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself. Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out, and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day, you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around. However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone, which makes you a target for people with bad intentions. Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people, because they are your weakness. It's true that people could use someone like you, but remember to think about yourself from time to time so you don't explode from holding it all in. You don't want to lose the friends who understand you the best.

Some truth.

....

2010-01-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Comments should be kept to oneself, just like how people save drafts.

Even expressing one's very own thoughts can bring flurry of flames, what's more to post it on blogs.

What's wrong with you?

2010-01-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

I really hate it when people try to link other matters in when it's TOTALLY two different thing. And like OMG like please it was just a freaking FB status. I seriously don't know how you can link it other things. Seriously that's not even a matter of you are bored or whatever, you are just trying to pick a fight.

You've got issues throw it at my face. Stop linking every single sentence I SAY to some other freaking things.

Clarification

2010-01-07T20:46:00.001+08:00

Guys, those tags are written by Ming Shin and Ming Shin alone. Kill him if you must I don't care as I'm killing him too.

Seriously

2009-12-22T23:34:00.001+08:00

You will know what I'm having trying to bring across if I just post my drafts. But I didn't because I know it will cause conflicts. Sorry, but you can't stop me from having my very own thoughts and feels about things. Each and everyone of us is different. Just sometimes, you really have to understand what you think may not be how others think and that... your thoughts will forever be wrong for someone who's has his very own.

Nothing is enough.

2009-12-20T00:52:00.003+08:00

It won't matter if you tried. It's a matter of whether it's enough. Nothing is enough in this world. We can have more of everything. But, to me, it's a matter whether you have put in effort to try harder. That's the only thing that matters, and the only thing that can only be pointed out.

Don't mind even if you are blamed. There's no reason to show that you tried harder. You just have to know it yourself. And however tough it may get, just tolerate. You will soon begin to realise you wil enjoy the joy and peace much later on.

If you want the rainbow, you must get through the rain.

2009-12-17T19:57:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since I blog. Kay I shall do a quick summary.

Monday- Sang for Miss Ek. Oh oh so emotional. Well, though I dislike her in some ways, I can't deny the fact that she's a good principal and I foresee a bleak future with the new one. Oh damm.

Tuesday- Nothing. Or is there something? I forgot.

Wednesday- Also nothing, pure slack slack. Oh Oh I read my chinese book.

Today- Went Germ's house to run run run. Zy can't go at the last minute. Ran for 35 mins! But there's something wrong with the freaking km scale. WTH 3.6 km only then I was like ".......". Then Germ told me there's something wrong with it. Heaved a sigh of relief

Tomorrow- Need to go school to clean up the new music room. Oh yea to buy my new books too.

Oh ya, Rihanna ROCKS MAN! Her new album(k, 1 month old is still considered new) rocks man. Her style is quite different from the previous album. More of her darker sides(Maybe Chris did affect her too much). Her "Stupid in love" is superb. "The last song" thumbs up! "Photographs" was good...could have been better without Feat. Will.I.Am. Oh Oh! Her "Wait your turn" Is effing nice, makes you damm high!

Of course I didn't forget about my Queen B!! I "re"-listened her songs in her album. OMG her "Broken-Hearted Girl" is so.....Omg....5 Stars totally. I never get sick of her songs especially "Halo"!

That's it. Hmm I shall change my songs to Broken-Hearted Girl. To all Broken-Hearted Girls out there(Yes you, Rihanna it's you)

Penobsession

2009-12-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

A weird trait of mine- A urge to write or do homework when I buy a new pen.

Yeah!!!

2009-12-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet!!!! Ha ha it's so fun. But I think I'm not really into chalet this holiday anymore.

Went to BPP with my mum. We ate at this cafe and my mum complained that the fried bee hoon sucks! So she told the waitress and she said there was a change in chef blah blah. . . changed the bee hoon to some chicken thingy.

Ah then we went Popular. I bought a chinese book(WOW!). Don't get it wrong. It's just for homework. I bought another english book too. Bah! I think I'm a spoilt bitch who loathes library's books. Well, a fear of libraries and the hatred towards librarians = X borrow book X
And when I came back home, I realised I shouldn't have bought the english book. I forgot that I have another committment! BTROC!!!!!

Kay, shall go revise scores!

P.S I was hesitating and pondering when writing library 'cause i forgot how to spell it.

Watch your mouth

2009-12-05T02:01:00.003+08:00

Having a tact really is much neccesary. Going around shooting your mouth without thinking through your brain is seriously unbearable. Especially when you offend me. If it's the first time, I'm always forgiving. But it has been going forever. How are you ever going to gain respect when you are there offending people just by speaking?

Just FYI tact means a keen sense of what to do or say in order to maintain good relations with others or avoid offense.

Well, you may think I'm tactless as well but know something? You are far worse than anyone I've seen. Control that mouth of yours! Or more of think about what you are going to say, whether it will offend the other party, how does it affect your status and most importantly, how will he react to this comment of yours. This apply to all. Without it, I doubt you will ever have a stand in the society. Such a common thing that has been taught since upbringing yet...........

Songs

2009-12-03T19:00:00.002+08:00

I changed the songs in the playlist to suit this festive season! Christmas!

I like the Silent Night sung by some Celtic woman the best! What angelic voice!!
The O holy Night was also sung by Celtic women!

P.S Can't wait for the chalet!

A million thanks

2009-12-03T14:30:00.001+08:00

A million thanks to Charlene for helping out with this blogskin!!!

Oh yeah no more complaints about the font!

New Blogskin

2009-12-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

On the way of making a hot-fresh blogskin. Thanks thanks thanks(x100) to Charlene who's going to help me edit here and there.
Yeah no more complaints about small fonts, or I can't see.

Oh ya btw, Amelia and Germaine I have something for you.
Check this out.
www.puabuaito-testing123.blogspot.com

Childish.

2009-11-30T16:36:00.002+08:00

There was practice at YMS today. Oh Miss Tham was quite pissed.
Not to mention that the year 1 guys are plain childish. HELLO! You are going to be year 2 soon!!!!!
What's so fun about stamping your feet when asked to stop. Have more self-control. Blurgh!

Went to Bugis Junction to eat afterwards. Ha ha most funny thing that happened there is Jia Rong's "Who never!!??Then took bus 960 home, with the promised 20 minutes bus ride "without" traffic jam which will never ever ever happen. Johnathon was like exclaming Lee Jia Wei(you know? the ping pong player) on the newspaper but it happens to be Feng Tian Wei(also another ping ponger)/ I laughed like crazy. So Lee jia wei went for plastic surgery har?

I alighted first and I couldn't stop grinning over those funny things that happened. Bet those people think that i am Crazy.

Respect.

2009-11-29T11:08:00.003+08:00

Being respectful to one does not neccessarily mean it must be from 1 of a younger age to another. Respect between 2 of the same age or even to someone younger is also much needed. Without this respect, whatmore can you expect others to even respect you?
Treat others like how you want to be treated.

Hatred Turning Point.

2009-11-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

For long, I have borne grudge with many people. And I've come to realised that hating someone is tiring. Soon, hatred comes to a turning point whereby you do not hate him anymore but instead start accepting him. Coming to a sense where I found out that it was not his fault that makes me hate him, but my problem of making myself hating him.

When one hates another, who would have thought the problem lies with himself? Not knowing this but deepening his hatred, it will not end. For some, enemies become friends. For others, the grudge are carried on through generations.

So the next time you hate someone, why not try thinking that the problem doesn't lie with others?
The same goes for me.

Desires. Desires. Desires.

2009-11-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

Holy! I realised there are so many things that I want.
If you are gonna give me a present^.^ probably a Christmas one.
Here are the Presents to give me!

1.I Am Sasha.....Fierce Platinum - Beyonce
2.Rated R - Rihanna
3.Echo - Leona Lewis
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To be continued!

ahhhh I'm in love.

2009-11-23T19:55:00.003+08:00

Ahh!!!!!!!!!!
2NE1 rockssssssssssszxc!
Especially CL and Minzy. Whew! I just realised Hanee sounds like CL! MInzy dances so well and not to mention she's only FIFTEEN.
Which also reminds me I'm 15 next year. Can't really imagine though, I'm still as childish as ever. But hold on, who said that childish-ness has got to do with age.
*grins*

Leona Lewis rocks too haha! Her "Happy" is imbah. If you listen to the end there's this part where she just goes up and up to effing high note.

Oh there's practice tomorrow.
Hmm.

Turning it around can be funny.

2009-11-23T03:11:00.004+08:00

I was surfing through blogs where I bump into this at Jia Rong's blog.

"The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and say, "No, I'm happy for you"? That's when it's really sad."

Quite true. But when you turn it all around.

"The funniest kind of fun is the fun that tries not to be funny. You know when fun tries to bite its lip and not laugh and cry and say, "No, I'm sad for you'? That's when it's really funny."

LOL quite funny ain't it.

Finally.

2009-11-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

Whew! After tolling for about 3 hours, I'm finally done with my new blogskin! Special Thanks to Joycelyn with helps of the scripting!

Learning

2009-11-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

In every practice you will definitely learn something. Be it conducting, singing or discipline, at the end of the day there will be something for you to reflect or learn from. "Oh maybe I shouldn't have done that." "Hmm.. it seems to work, maybe I shall try it the next time." "Argh, I should control myself from talking." All these are something you learn after every practice. After each and every practice, you will begin to improve. From criticisms to praises, you will bring home something. Sorrow or Joy, it depends. But for certain you do not want to repeat the mistakes.

Being timid to make mistakes is probably my biggest weakness, not trying to be myself to do somethings is the result from it. It's hard to explain, but the way to solve it it's to just be yourself!!! But to put words into actions? It's hard. It's like being in front of Miss Tham and doing my job , somehow I will tend not to do or say some things I normally do, for fear of being criticised. But thinking it in another way, if I do not be the true self and do things, there's no way that I would know whether it's right or wrong. Maybe I should solve this problem of mine, but it's not gonna be that easy, would it?

stressed out

2009-11-08T15:21:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling ever so stressed out. Coping with personal sutffs and school stuffs is getting harder and surprisingly harder in the holidays.

How I wish there's someone to share the burden though I know I am on my own.

Don't think about it!

End

2009-11-07T23:19:00.003+08:00

It's the end and it's been a whole long year. Thinking about it, there's a sense of regret of not doing such and such when we were together. Remorse for hating others, joy for laughing together. All is coming to an end. We will be heading to our different ways but deep in our hearts, we know we are always together.

I can't really write touching stuffs but all I want to say is 2Abstract rocks. Hope that I had made my right choices and enter a good class. However, I know 2Abstract will always be Unique and ABSTRACT!!!!

Farewell.

Resolution

2009-11-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

The resolution to change is indeed hard. But that doesnt mean I won't try.

Dilema

2009-11-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

Oh......Dilema!

Did exercises yesterday. Wow tired my legs TTM.

Nothing to do other than stoning.

That's it lol!

Reflection

2009-10-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

Choir Practice today. You know as usual one of those solemn practice. A lecture from Miss Tham and I think we have been lectured more than we can ever have.

Choir is not only about singing but in one way or another, teaches how to live your life.

Attitude. Hmm. The most important thing.

So, to improve on it maybe I should do something.

First step is probably to blame others for scolding me. Yeah I always hate it when people reprimand me and obviously I would like scold back or something. Well that's a attitude problem I have right here. So, what I can do is not to scold back but instead accept it and change accordingly.

The next step is probably to do what I know should do. More often than not, I or maybe We know what's th thing to be done or should be done. But in the end, we do not follow. Thinking of it it's quite stupid but it's still all bout the attitude. To have an attitude to change and do what we know should do is important.

To change is important I must say. It takes time but in the end we will see the results.
"If you want the Rainbow, you must stand up to the Rain."

P.S A new warm up called ZING ZING ZING haha!

argh

2009-10-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

Bored. Bored.Bored.

Running at 4 P.M later.

oh ya. . . I don't know why but some just like to poke into other people's business and complain bout it so much when the person is not even in the thing.

Enough is Enough

2009-10-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

Do you really think that I don't mind. For goodness sake I have my own DIGNITY. Who do you think you are to criticise who I am or what I am. I have tolerated for a few months and now you have really gone overboard. Do you really think that when I laugh it off it means I don't mind. No. It just meant that I do not want to ruin this friendship. But you don't even appreciate my efforts. Now there you are taking advantage of it and you had crossed the line. Do you really know how it feels like? I bet no. The worst thing is you are my best friend. But you are actually hurting me. Seriously, if you think it's fun I am telling you it is NOT. Somethings are not meant to be said but in this case, you really seem not to know. Or even worse, maybe you know it but you took advantage of my "ever-so real" facade. It really hurts me you know. At times, I pretended not to know, not to hear and not to notice but you though it was fun and you went further further.

You had crossed my line and I am very serious. Just who do you think you are? Do you really think you are that important? Once was enough. Twice was probably a mistake. Thrice? Forget it it's more than 3 times I had bet it's uncountable. Now, you can say goodbye to the "Laugh it off Let it go." Wei Yang. Instead, I shall not falter nor hesitate to do whatever I need to do if you crossed that line again. I had given out warnings alright, I hope you know.

If you think you are not at fault, then we're through. I shall not let you have your way. You shall taste what it feels like.

This is it.

bball

2009-10-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

PLayed Bball today and it was fun and of course tiring.

Something funny happened at my lift today. There were 5 people (including me) in the lift.
So i pressed 9 while the next guy pressed 10 and the next next guy press 11 and the next next next guys press 12. Was so lucky to live at Storey 9!

I',m addicted to Moonlight Resonance.

Wel Christabel stop singing tt song.\

And Genevieve Hi-5 for watching MR too.

JOYCE AND WEILIN GO AND WATCH IT!

wth

2009-10-10T00:19:00.001+08:00

kay. 1 more exam to go. there's CCA on marking day. great. i can rest. totally.

tmr's target:
1.run for half an hr
2.100 crunches
3.50 sit-ups
4.50 push-ups
estimated time take:5 hrs(no la kidding.)

rUn

2009-10-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

I ve decided to run like every weekends to tone myself up.
Ha ha. I need some encouragement!

listen

2009-09-27T00:19:00.001+08:00

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my own...

Never fail to desribe me when I am at my lowest

Worst day.

2009-09-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

This is probably the worst day I ever had.
That sentence was far-worse than any I have recieved.
I didn't know that I would actually be this upset.
It's engraved deep in me.
All I ever did was...to inform you.
But it appeared to be my fault.
You're adamant, but you did not think.
What about what I need?
What about what's best for me?
What about how I feel?
What about me? What about me?

But if you get afraid again, I'll be there.

Warning

2009-09-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

Warnings have been given. Facades are revealing. Get it.

In one way or another, some just tend not to notice the message others are getting through.

Please. Where-ever you are heading, you are reaching a dead-end. Acceptance is probably what you need to try getting before handling new friendships that would'nt last.

Stupid

2009-09-20T13:18:00.001+08:00

I realised that no matter what I told others or adviced them, I would somehow not do what I preached. Laugh it off Let it go, couldn't do it nonetheless.

Did this stupid thing twice. Blogger's username is written whatever@whatever.com. for me its hotmail. but I wrote whatever@blogspot.com. ==

K-Box

2009-09-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

Went to K-Box with ZY, Germ, JW, Char and Wilson. Had quite a lot of fun. . haha JW sing until spoil his voice. JW you know that's why octaves exist for don't you.

Doing Chemistry paper now. Ah I've realised that I really hate people who beats around the bush. I'm totally serious. Especially on MSN. It's kinda vexing when the 2nd party had a question but would rather beat around the bush and digress and digress w/o even going straight to the point.

Tsk. Mass Convo even worse. One person just invite the whole gang anf obviously THERE MUST BE A QUESTION. But without even going to the point and would rather LOL the whole thing through is sorta stupid. "You can leave if you want to." Oh, " Did I say i wanted to join?" It's totally compulsary volunteer. Ahuh. Thanks, I've got enough time to waste. Why invite when you don't have the intention or even the need to actually say something?

Whatever it is, it is. Tsk. *rolls eye in disbelief* Sometime when someone tries to put on a facade to get into someone's book, it's kinda obvious. Hide it if you must. You have no idea what I know. I know more than what you think I know. Come on I'm not tt stupid. Maybe I am but friends around you are not. This is not about 1 but pathetically, a number of people.
Okay, should get back to my work. Done complaining.

WTH

2009-09-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

There was choir ystd.. . there was pt too . . too long no exercise. . MY WHOLE MUSCLES HURTS. .

Was pissed COZ I CANNOT PLAY MY EFFIGN GAME. . . MY MUSCLES VERY STIFF THEN CANNOT MOVE MY FREAKING MOUSE FAST ENUFF. . . how to snipe = .=

Whatever.

Jealousy

2009-09-07T14:50:00.005+08:00

Tired.
Suspicious.
Lie-on-the-bed-for-the-whole-day feeling.
Whatever.
A punch.
Please just say it out.
S.O.A.B .
Getting on my nerves.
Wasting my energy.
On you.
More you hide it.
More you reveal it.
I know more.
Than what you think.
I know.
You don't stand.
No chance.
You.
Suck.
Makes me puke.
Your endeavours.
A jerk.
Enough with.
Your fraternity and.
Sorority.
You will see.
That I'm much.
Better than you.
There's no need.
For a competition.
For all we know.
The war.
You have lost. . . .

Stop pissing me off!

2009-09-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

First Choir Practice without Year 4s

Lots of complaint from me but yeah :D

Joycelyn rest well!

It's Like a shot.

2009-08-29T17:27:00.003+08:00

You were like my lover and my best friend all wrapped with a ribbon on it.- Rehab

And there's so many things I want you to know.-Save you

Remember those walls we built. They are tumbling down.-Halo

The time has come, for my dreams to be heard and they will not be pushed aside and turned. Now I'm done believing you, you dont know what I'm feeling. I'm more than a word, you made up me, I followed the voice u gave to me.- Listen

so stupid

2009-08-29T14:16:00.009+08:00

Sometimes, there will be somethings that somehow even if u say "no", the 2nd party just would not get it.

It's irritating when a person know where and why he is wrong, and he tells everyone, but in the end blames another person who commit the same mistake which he have not even corrected. It's kind of ironic. Maybe not ironic. . . and probably, this is where the hierachy comes in.
Raising one's accomplishment of helping others then, in turn criticize those that were helped. This is nothing but in any sense trying to gather hatred from those around them just because of some displeasement. The worse thing is when things that are not said are weaved into truth and there's no way that the person is going to admit.

So, defending oneself will be a must. Why cower in fear and misjudgement from people when you are not in the wrong? Why admit that you are wrong when you are not? WHY is there a need to give in when you have given up all but everything? When in doubt, ask and not reprimand for whatever that he have done wrong. If not, there's no way in any sense that you have the right to criticize others.

Just because you have some arguments with the person does not mean that you can hate that person. Just because you hate the person does not mean that he is a bad guy. JUST because you are having a bigger authority and support does mean that you can do every single thing to base hatred to the person and even worse, take away ones that are close to him. JUST because you misread one's intention DOES NOT MEAN that you can talk behind their backs when actually, you have always been in the wrong.
If you are unhappy with someone, tell him. If you do not dare to tell him, then how do u expect him to ever learn. If you commit the same mistake that you tell the person not to do, then, I am ashamed of you.
Misjudging the reason for a particular person of doing something, then back-stab him as if he is totally wrong. The worse thing is when he has to endure whatever that was said and whatever that was untrue. This is ridiculous especially when you are the one that has been in the wrong. There's a reason why God gave you a mouth and vocal chord. It's for you to ask. If you do not want to ask and nor do you want to know the reason behind it, then shut up. Bitching about him is not going to help him. You are doing nothing but aggravating the situation. Hatred would start gathering between you two and soon, even if you have won in finding his fault, in the end you have lost.

You have lost a best friend of yours. You have lost a confidant. You, have lost one of the best thing in the world.
And for what reason? You know it.
This is not going to stop as you are doing the same thing to almost everyone around you. Probably saying this right in front of your face may help, but in the end, from your character you will lose another best friend of yours.
Someone who would share troubles with you. Someone who brought happiness to you. Someone who also brought pain to you.
Treasure everyone around you. Sooner, or later, you will realise you have been losing more that what you have won. In the end you will live in a world of regret. Take my words and look beyond.

If you were to love the person, I do not think you will even do whatever that you have done. Looking at the fact that I have written about you, think how much unhappiness to those who shared the joy with you before. But nothing is too late, if not I would not even have written this entry. And if you are unhappy with this, think about how others felt. This also mean that you know what you have done.

To those I call friends

- Wei Yang

*edited- this is not about a particular person, more of a group.

RVC &DHSC

2009-08-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

K so yesterday was the concert. .. was just so - so. .. .

But it means that we will not be seeing DHSC ppl anytime soon. ..

Aww so gonna miss all of them hahaha

Chalet was suggested but ya. .. see first ba.

Tired of blogging =,=

DHSC

2009-08-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho Ho. . Today was effing effing funny. . .

So there it goes. . .Germaine, Amelia and Cherie started suaning me and told Wilson about everything. HELLO!!!!!!! It was a RANDOM comment. .

I've learnt my lesson. . nvr share things with Germaine. . 1 sentence and it can screw you up -,-

So went Vivo with the Dunman High Choir and ate lunch. . play Elope soon after. Maybe not soon after. . .Germaine was so bored she played this stupid "guess the chilli" game.

Then after that they suan me about Wilson AGAIN, HE WAS like totally there=.= i just shout it was a random comment then pai seh until no tomorrow.

HAHAHA Then after that got 1 part Wilson and Germaine held hands. Suan Germaine like shyt. .. was like telling her bout jie di lian LOL!!!!!!!

Then, went home. Then, reached home.

OH BTW IT WAS ONLY TODAY THEN I KNOW MY BLOCK GOT 13 FLOORS AND NOT 12. . .OMG IN ALL MY LIFE IT IS TODAY THEN KNOW SIOL!!!!!

k lo go FB awhile . . z.z

Conducting

2009-08-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today effing sianzzzzzzzzzzz I mean like how fun can it be when there's like 6 subjects cramped together. History was interesting though. Exception for today probably.

And so, there was practice today. Well, there was P.T. Strange enough it was not very core but I was sweating mroe than usual. Then went conducting with Calvin and Xue Wen. Was bad but dont know why bad. Sang through other old songs as well and it was well, scary. Then I was laughing like shyt in front then like many other also laugh.

K.. go play game first . .then sleep early. . tmr still got prac with DHC :D!

HAHA

2009-08-20T21:36:00.001+08:00

Wow TODAY WAS EFFING FUN. LOL with the usual laughters and everything. I dont think I can survive without their laughter:DD THANKS FOR BRINGING THE JOY!!!!

Ok, so I wore the old P.E and the reaction, gay. Please lo all of you jus jealous lo. . . All Wei Lin's fault make them stereotype. Joycelyn Joycelyn Joycelyn You careful later look out at window got 1 face there.

That's all la I go play game first.

-Wei Yang(boy)(Joycelyn read!)
"What body part are you?" with the result You're a Dick!.

Otherwise known as a penis,schlong,dong,member,phallus,etc. You usually lay around doing nothing but it doesn't take much to get a rise out of you.That is,unles...s,of course, you have had too much to drink, you're really,really old, or someone has kicked you really hard.When you get over excited you tend to stiffen up and eventually throw up all over the place.Excelente' .

-Edited at 11:08 P.M

Laugh more!!!!!

2009-08-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today was nothing but laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh. . WTH LOL!!!!!!

Went to buy old P.E shirts for Cherie Wei LIn and Christ. . bought 2 for me too:D nvr wear be4 sia maybe look shauier than normal. Aiya ping shi already gou shuai!

So went to eat then go Macs . . then over there do nothing but laugh. . Joycelyn was like "He say, he say" laugh laugh laugh "He say, He say" laugh laugh laugh "oK! cALM down already! He say, he say" LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH! Until now still dont know what I said to make her laugh =,=. . christabel and esther were there too and we were all practically laughing randomly . .

So quite fun ya. . . And I wonder why facebook's so attractive.=.=

oh shyt!

2009-08-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

Germaine . . I really hate you!!!!!!!!!! It was just a random comment . . .He shuaiest in whole of There what . . . .. Then go tell him now he think im girl . . .

OMG How am i going to face him. .. .. SO screwed FTW=.= SO SCREWED!!!!!!!!

RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But thinking of his reaction shuld be quite funny. . . lol today prac couldnt stop laughing .^>^.

BTW, Garfield rocks(not you jia rong).

Oh, the HIM is Him from Somewhere. . omfg im so going to die. . .He's shuai what ( my POV maybe if Joycelyn see then Joycelyn says not shuai coz He's(joycelyn) a guy though I am 1 too.-insider's joke dont understand then too bad) . . K i actually meant I no face see him and not he shuai until i die.

THAT'S IT =,=! GERMAINE!!!!!!!!!

Rawr! edited again so that have surprises

love

2009-07-30T20:37:00.003+08:00

I'm getting irritated by people who likes others. . . I mean they are like below 16. . . It's just plain plain childish.

So here are the promises I am giving.

1.I would not confess to a girl until I'm 16.
Reason:16 years old would have a more mature mind. I mean like 13~15 year old like here like there, change target everytime they lost "the feeling". Zzz 1 word childish. So even if i really like someone, I would not tell her.

2.I would not tell anyone that I liked her except for ONE and ONLY ONE that I trust would not spread it
Reason:Zzz tell for what. Seriously to me, tell others that you like someone is just to attract attention. Telling others then they will try to make fun of it. It's pure lame lame and still lame. I think the girl would just hate it even more.
3.I would not tell anyone that I've a GF until she says that we should tell others for any reason.
Reason:Stupid. Zzz seriously why is there a need to tell the whole world that I have a GF. People who do that is just WTF. To the Gf of the guy that does thiis kind of shyt:Just leave him, it's just goes to show that he loves you just because he wants to boast that he has a GF. Lame & Stupid.
4.I would not give presents or sms or notes to confess.
Reason: Presents can give, but must give and say that I Love You directly. If not tt's so coward la. -.-. 敢爱就要敢说。Pathetic . .Like still dont dare to say when it's time to say so(for me it's 16:))
P.S watching this AXN show about a masked magician showing us how the magic are done.Just a random Garfield comic with love LOL.

garfield

2009-07-28T23:36:00.007+08:00

Well i was bored so i decided to find some garfield COMicS. damm funny. here are some.

PRESENT

2009-07-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

Well Today was quite slack. Lessons boring as usual. CID was actually FUN because Genevieve kept making me laugh non-stop.

Then after school, "surprised" Joycelyn by celebrating her Birthday. Then they went B'Ball but I didn't have any P.EShirt so didn;t play. In the end I Lot 1 Just to buy presents. Joycelyn READ THAT LINE. Bought something for her. Might be quite cliche or quite plain but i think it's cute. ANd CHrist I'll never buy a BIKINI for Goodness sakes.

Went Home then rain. RUsh like mad. Got myself All wet to protect the presents. REad This too Joycelyn!

Then play comp until Now WOW I didnt know now already 11.17pm.

Fun Day!

2009-07-24T23:33:00.014+08:00

Today had practice. Miss Tham came then she said the warm-ups v sian already. So I'm thinking of others... Well learned the whole 将进酒。But when she left then Year 4s have meeting, the rest sang and it was total disaster. OMG.

Well after that, Zheng Yang, Amelia,JiaRong,WeiPing , Charlene and me went to Vivo. Ate over there and Amelia was totally devouring her chill cheese fries, a present from ZY. We were talking about fats and stuffs blah blah, also did some reminiscing of primary school times. Damm funny.
I brought a camera along, dont ask me why it was instinct. Took damm lots of pictures together. I'm gonna Post them. Gonna be Very Very LONg!-edit- Not going to upload everything.effing long. *Warning, Lots of Unglam Pics like the one below lol.
Amelia Showing her long snake-like tongue and her braces too LOL.
This was taken by accident. JR and Amelia was supposed to jump together then JR ran away. AMelia then made this pose.
Took a pic together. Wow.Making RVC using shadows.Amelia wanted to climb this thing but she braked halfway.Picture of Amelia and JR trying to "climb the thing. Well Both look effing spastic haha.
I fotgot to on the flash, so no face was taken. Quite DUmb.The flash was switched on then took this pictures. Took several more but I'm Just gonna post the few best shots.
This was taken accidentally. I forgot to put the timer on then took this shot instead. Quite cool hia?
This Pic is quite funny. JiaRong Looked like some ghost la. AMelia also look kinda un-glam. I laughed quite a long time while posting this.JiA rONG Took this by accident too. Amelia looked kinda spastic though.
Did a pose toether. Well I look very unglam in this pic. ZY too.
Amelia took this for us. We were smiling so gloriously.Took a Pic for the girls. Quite cool.Help them to take this pic as well. They were suppose to act emo and dao. BUT JR screwed it.

K we re-enacted the Harry Potter 5 scence. The part where Sirius died. I'm Sirius, Weiping Harry and Amelia Bellatrix LestrangeTook this for them. Amelia looks knida dao and Charlene quite out of situation.

JR took this pic for us. We were all SoHAPPY!

Quotes:"Shit look very ugly." the girls said this before even looking at the picture.
"This is the first time I like pho-to-gra-phy" ZY said, showing how much fun we had.(he corrected my pronunciation)

K today made me love choir people even more!!!!! Hope to have days like this everyday!!!!

I spent more than 1 hr and this is probably the longest post ever. Wow.

up up down down!

2009-07-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

Well today was VERY HOT!!!!!!! Wah seh almost died of heat stroke while playing B Ball.

Well, P.E was quite ok....did 240 step-ups then teacher said stop. Well the other guys continued doing till 300. I didnt join in though. I thought I'd enough of that.

Wow. . Played childish tripping and shadow stepping games with Joycelyn! Quite FUn!.

Don;t feel like writing anymore. Im pissed for getting killed in games too much!!!!!!!!!

BB!

2009-07-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it's always felt as though. " Why I didnt think of that!"

But when you realise you did something wrong, time has no stopped for us to correct it. It has changed our fate.

However, without mistakes how are we gonna learn? But learning is not going to erase the mark, it would only prevent the mark from staining again.

whatever

2009-07-20T21:53:00.004+08:00

I think that knowing each other well..would actually be the key to prevention of all arguments.

If you would to know me. . . when I say I don't wanna care, sometimes I do.

Nvm. I shall stop here. . Writing more may not always be good. . Blogging is probably one of the most dangerous to do.

-Wei Yang

Greek Mythology

2009-07-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

OMG! I'm Effing Interested in Greek Mythology....After reading the Percy Jackson's series!!!! And It's coming out as a movie next yr Feb from the same director as Harry Potter.... WOuld be expecting some good stuffs LOL....

K Here are the Lists of my Favourite Greek Myth Gods.

Poseidon- The God of Sea
Nemesis-The God of Balance
Zeus- God of the Sky \
Demeter-Goddess Of Harvest(Wheat)
Aphrodite-Goddess of Love
Athena-Goddess of Wisdom
Artemis-Goddess of Hunt, Moon
Apollo-God of Light(sun), Music and Medicine
Hestia-Goddess of Hearth
Persephone-Goddess of Springtime
Demeter-God of Wine
The Fates-Clotho, the spinner, who spins the thread of life. Lachesis, the measurer, who choses the lot in life one will have and measures off how long it is to be. Atropos, she who can not be turn, who at death with her shears cuts the tread of life.

$50!

2009-07-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

Well It's like 10:46pm now and I'm still doing my Effing chi chomework..... Woops... My dad is drunk LOL...... AND HE GAVE ME $50 for no apparant reason... WHo cares LOL.....

Hmm.... But i've been asking myself wats so nice about tt yellow liquid.... is it like computer games to us...=.= whatever.

B-Balling Tmr WOW with $50 I can return germ her money- if she wants to ....probably charlene too...

That's it. trying to work on d/ling my psp game which is taking the opposite of soon.

Nites:)
P.s wow i looked at my chat log of msn and I realise I'm such a effing stupid shyt....and argh.... I dont know but whatever it is ~~I felt like a hyprocrite like my mum~~......Maybe Not a hyprocite lol... got things wrong... probably a double sided b!tch.!

Post

2009-07-11T22:31:00.005+08:00

Posting For The Sake Of Joycelyn.

K So Yeah, I scolded my Mum again. She's is so effing pissing me off. She has 2 free movie tickets and I said I wanted obviously. Then she said that she would probably use it to and thus decided not to give them to me. What's Worse, she still talks about it the whole dinner through.

I Don't like to say this but Mum, You are the Worst Effing Hyprocrite I have ever seen in My whole Effing Life.

Oh BTW FYI i;ve changed some things in this bloggy. like those over <<<<<<<<

Still Pondering what to buy? Do take a look at my prev post for the "Do's And Don'ts Guide To Buying Wei Yang a/some Birthday Gifts!

Birthday

2009-07-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

Well I practically forget what I wanted post about.

Oh btw im watching Oprah Winfrey Show and it's talking about Erik from the season 3 or 2 Biggest Loser. wow he lost 214 pounds and guess what. he gained almsot half of it..... Like what he said, reaching it is hard but maintaining it is even harder.

Amelia's b'day around the corner....wonder what to buy....a pair of earrings..... i doubt my own fashion sense lol.

And joycelyn's b'day around the corner too....*wonders*

i shuld create a list of B'day items i want which is on 24/8/09

1.A Garfield Comic :)- Thumbs Up for it's Humour
2.Beyonce's CD- quite old but not bad to be kept as a collection
3.A new effing wallet- mine is screwed like screwed
4.@-cash- yep for my games HEHEHE!
5.Birthday Wishes from all of you- The best Present^^ ^^ ^^
6.To be with all of my Friends- BFFs shuld never be missed out.
7.Clothes!!!!!!-I'm having some wardrobe crisis!

Don'ts
1.Soft toys-Exception of stitch and garfield
2.Homework-Yeah any teacher who's looking at this blog READ!
3.Bitchy Presents like what bikinis-FYI i'm a guy i have a dick.And 2 balls.
4.Watches- I hate wearing a watch
5.I dont know? LOL - i really dont know.

Posting

2009-07-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

Wow, its been effing long since i actually update.

K so nothing actually happen just that went out frequently coz no CCA.

Hmm also one breaking news is that I like Hermoine more than megan fox. LOL.

k ya and weely and clement<--^.^

And a failed planned yr2 outing lol.

hmm Chemistry rocks.

AND BTW,FYI WILD CHILD'S FUNNY. LOL

quarreled with my effing mum coz she keep maligning me

tts all lo bb.

Ha==

2009-06-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

Wow........ I looked at my prev Posts and I found it to be quite retarded.....

It's Like OMG!? Why the Hell did i wrote that.....

And I realised im posting subconsciously O.o

Yeah I'm my subconsciousness now..........

joke of the day: Ruth scolded me for saying put your feetS together .....I felt kinda of dumb=.=lll

Next Tues June Camp .....hmm.... i shall bring volleyball along(not mine:x) ...... bringing it for the sake of bringing it....maybe for year 5s to play.

That's it..... i MISS CLEMENT !!!!!!

LOL

2009-06-03T19:16:00.004+08:00

dEAR dIARY,

I'm BACK BY POPULAR DEMANDS. *POINTS AT PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY BLOG NOW*

so NOTHINGG much to talk about..Other than Germain WHO mADE ME ADDICTED TO PLAYING MAHJONG.

Second Major event is that I'm now the ASC and on probation period :/

BTW, IM EFFING IN LOVE WITH JENNIFER HUDSON.
AND ALSO BEYONNA AND RIHANCE.

Anyway i've found out that can know what others are doing even if I don't see them. Sort of a Foretell. A good example would be that YOU are looking at my blog now.

LOL.
I..... I......

OK...

2009-04-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

wa supposed to be sleeping now... slept at 9:30 thne realised i havent del something jia rong told me.... so now using comp .. k syf tmr im going to sleep

Good Friday

2009-04-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

TOday no School So happy :)

Went out With Clement today~First went to Lot 1 and met. Walked around for like 5 mins then decided to go Causeway Point

Then at CauseWay play arcade. LOL SO DAMM FUNNY played the table "hockey" thingy with him... so many own goals LOL...

Then took the train back to Lot 1 to eat.... On the way called Wei Ping aka Jun Jie LOL
went to the food court there, found a place to sit then Calvin sms say at BPP

So we took LRT to BPP and ate MOS BUrger...

In summary, it was a fun day with Clement :)

P.S Brought a volleyball along for NOTHING

Preview

2009-04-08T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today SYF Preview,

Still made some errors but at least I know I tried my best:)

Horny Cow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VIBRATING CHOPSTICKS!!!!!!!

Yep Jia Rong I'll Definitely miss you~

Amelia, who say I won't miss me. Ow, no more you to tell me to run when I'm walking during PT

And Wei Ping......., shit forget what you tagged =.=...........

Woo Today Rocks Man, Spent like the Whole LA Lesson talking about P.E Shirts, FBTs, Hair And House T- shirts with Mrs. Look.........

P.S Learning how to play HALO on Piano.... Not On XbOx 360!!

LOL

2009-04-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Mu Ha Ha Ha.... SYF COMING Liike what FINALLY

He He months of practice jus for this SYF... Just hope that we DON'T screw up...

YEAH GWH......JUST LIKE WHAT XUE WEN SAID... I DONT WANNA BE THE FIRST BATCH TO BREAK TH FREAKING SHYT CHAIN.....

Cow Moo Moo THX FOR YOUR MCFLURRY :) HORNY COW

HONEY STARS

OMG THE YEAR 4s are going to RVCS SOON.... SHYT MAN FRIDAY WILL BECOME SO EMO!!!!

Attitude

2009-03-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

A great day today... Vivo was damm fun ain't it.....Especially with some nice people with nice attitudes...Your day can't get anyway better than this.....

So this was it........Yep Nice Horny Day:/

P.S. **** Off

Ha?

2009-03-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

Wah long time no updae lol....So went to play basketball with Germ,Cow,Char,Clem&Ming Shin......but it was raining so went to Germ's house to play Wii!!!!!!!

Muahaha I owned Germ in COOKING MAMA total ownage LOL.....Then went to PLay basketball when the rain stopped

Argh then the floor damm slippery so i fellT.T,... got 3 woundsnow argh.....So i played with only 1 hand then clement also play with 1 hand....Damm funny!!!!!!!!

After that went to MOS...wow the scallop rice burger damm freaking nice......Then go back home.....Haha Me and Clement BU REN Xin pang sei Cow so went to walk with him till Pending Lrt station......

Wah shyt ka wound damm pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

P.S Metapod use Harden and then String Shot!
Clement, SCREW your Umbrella!!!!

Ha Ha

2009-03-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today there was practice LOL...... very tired until cannot sing... then went to eat at bpp with seniors.

Woots after that went to Calvin's house.......... Watch the"cheerleading" movie called "Bring whatever On".... at first thought it was something horny.... but turned out to be a nice movie....... THIS IS MY FAVOURTIE SENTENCE:
Bitch: You better watch and learn.
Amber( forget le la): Ok, show us what we should't do.
Shall end here.......... damm damm tired....

P.S xoxo

2009-03-05T18:27:00.002+08:00

Wee Got 3 A1s 1 A2 1 B3!!!!!! HOPE my History can get an A1 too....... But still afraid that the results will drop after adding other thingy =.=....
'
Argh I'm beginning to loathe asking questions to MY chinese teacher....... "你认为呢？"....... is always her answer... Maybe next time I shall anwser, "那你认为我认为呢？"

Ha Ha Bye Bye xD

'

Reflection

2009-02-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

Had a reflection suddenly from nowhere.... Recollections of the past...Me in choir....What had I done in choir.....

Haha....I still remembered when I was a Year 1...CCA Trials for Performing Arts Finally came...I went into the music and saw CharlenexDD...... Then went to sing in front of Miss Tham......It was then that I was afraid I could'nt get into choir....

But, I still got in......Have a great time with seniors and others....A mixture of feelings at every choir practice....Sometimes Laughter, Sometimes Disappointment......Now It's Anxiety.........

So...all the stress isn't doing any good to me so I'm gonna set a few goals
1.To Be more Serious(HARD)
2.Not to give up that easily(Medium)
3.Be more confident(Medium)
4.DO ALL OF THE ABOVE(HARDEST)

V'day

2009-02-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

Wee Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!!!Went to Vanessa's House then use the piano xD.....

I seriously freaking ass hate my younger cousin ...cb Why Must I teach you when Our grandmothers are different.......Do I owe you something or what....ZBlame my grandpa for being so flirt=.=lll,,,.. Teach you still want give me that face........

So in the end....I decided to tell his mum that I wont teach him if he gives me that kind of attitude..........

Created a band with Vanessa....It's called Hesi2Ation......
Our album will be called
Yes Or No
Tracklist:
1. Yes or No
2.Will or Will Not
3.Shall or Shall Not
Bonus Track
Shut Up Will You?

Stress

2009-02-10T21:38:00.005+08:00

A stressful week...Everyone so tired out....No time to rest.....Homeworks just keep coming in.....Expectations of completeting it by a deadline ever so near.... Expectations of us being able to do so... Adding stress and bitterness in everday we lived.....

That's when everyone just break down.... When everyone are tired and worked out... teachers still expect a Response..... Rules and Regulations never cease to exist.... Obeying them is a must and above all reasons..... "We came here to study not to obey your rules.".....

Teaching so fast like we know...Talking so fast like we understand...Could they understand us...Could they hear our agonys...Could they be in our shoes for just a moment?Rhetorical quesions....What a joke...

This is when friends come in..To add in a bit of sugar in the daily dish of biterness...Laughters and joy never seem to disappear into the tense air of the school....Stress may overwhelmed us...But we are not afraid..As there are friends nearby...To catch us when we fall...Into the hands of stress....

私は時がない。でも、私は友達がいる。

P.S I wrote this subconsciously and the only line that I wrote consciously is THIS line.

Amelia

2009-02-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

What the tuba is wrong with the giant.....=.=lll say y hair long then want me cut BY today....told her I cannot but still say why when I can cut it during the weekends don't cut want wait until weekdays..... What the tuba... She freaking told me today....You think what i can read what you are gonna say the next mornng and ut my hair during the weekends....USE SOME BRAINS CAN?

I'm totally in love with Amelia;s blog.....It's so freaking ass funny can...... Her blog is ranked number one on my list. Damm funny....That Band....That Song ....Take That HAHA NEVER FAIL TO GIVE ME THE LAUGHS!!!!!!!!!!

My mom allows me to learn piano but then dont know whether should learn bo?

i REALISE Germaine looks kinda of like a penguin

ARGHH

2009-02-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

This few days damm tired out.....argh......

Very sian....

Lost to Jia Rong in 1.6 now keep suan me=.=lll

Octet's Bass Partner changed to Jing Fei...Hope I spell his name correctly....

Changed my profile liao.......

Bass 2

2009-02-03T21:57:00.003+08:00

Argh Change section from Tenor 1 to Bass 2.....T,T....Wasted my time learning the tenor parts....Argh=.=llll

Im freaking sad now argh argh ARGH=.= Speechless...... Audition 2 weeks later so YOU think its possible to learn 2 scores in 2 weeks...And Yan Cheng in my octets =.=lll..But better than Ming Jun as what Cherie said...

Bye Tenor Hi Bass!

P.S. If you were a doctor, would you operate on your own family?

Audition

2009-02-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

The day which I dread is close.......The time where I would be so freaking ass scared....AUDITION....T.T....

IM DEAD OMG>.<=.=lll haix...........Btw my mom found out my blog lol....

Mother if you are seeing this....I want to say I hate you LOL...hate parents who look into my blog

P.S-Jiarong, if you bored sms me don't tag coz i don't know LOL...

HAPPY B'DAY

2009-01-28T20:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!!!!!!!!!DIDN'T GIVE YOU PRESENT PS BUT HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Randomness of the day:
WeiYang:Hey Yo, What'sup?
Joycelyn:The sky la...DUH=.=lll

CNY

2009-01-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

Happy 牛 Year lol...Moo Moo Moo....

Nothing much happened very bored...still got homework during CNY WTT!?

Here are my wishes for the Year of Ox:
1.Not to say the "f" word...
2.God bless Tenors =.=lll
3.To be stress-free
4.RVC to get GwH

Nothing to say lo...That's it....Happy new year all....Wish you all become HORNY in the Year of Ox....

WTH!!!!!!?????

2009-01-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

Wth==Bloody tought I can change phone today but no stock== RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gratz RVNB defeat Nanyang Girls lol....28:17 Muhahahah TRASH AR WOOOO RVNB JIA YOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAWR PT EVERY MORNING T.T MOO MOO FORCE LOL== NVM PON AR!!!!!!
-RVCBuaiTo

P.S JIAYOUS JOYCELYN TRASH FU HUA LOL

2009-01-18T12:12:00.003+08:00

Hmm woke up very early today..........Very sian don't know what to do.....Don't whether can go Russia siioll.....Father say need to consider RAWRRRRRRR!!!!!!!......Write to here ba...LOL.....

Almost forget to say but I'm changing my phone TOMORROW YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!Probably to W902

P.S Ha Ha I shall create The Spastic Boys Eligibility:Must be as cute as me

-RVCPuaBuaiTo

Happy B'day

2009-01-17T13:42:00.015+08:00

Yesterday was Calvin's Birthday haha....So Happy Belated Birthday hope you like the present...Anniversary was finally over was so freaking happy but was angry with the freaking Year 1s.....Worst batch ever.....

Have choir practice much later on...did Salve Regina which tenors totally erm.....no words to describe la....ended at 4.45pm then Clement and I practiced again with Charlene outside LT4 while the Committee was having a meeting...Changed venue from there to our "Insect Garden" where ants cannot die.(Only Clement,Charlene and Mavis know why I think...)Saw Andy there practicing alone against the wall.....He came coming down to us and saw a friend of his...This was when he said"There's a fat ass in my class." which apparently meant his friend.We laughed our asses off omg...How Ironic....An advise from us IS NEVER EVER stand BESIDE Andy because his voice damm ZAI....He can REACH a FREQUENCY whereby it gives you A HEADACHE...Charlene,Clement and I had been the victim AND we know what we WERE TALKING ABOUT!!!!The three of us were freaking dizzy after the Tenor's sectionals due to him and had an headache much after that...

Some pictures and videos taken during the celebration of Moo's B'day

The guys tried to carry Calvin up but he resisted...So sad

Calvin happily eating his cake which Germaine bought anf behind him was the card that we wrote.Kind of blurred because it moved while I was taking it
Scandal Of The Day...Kai Song and Jia Rong playing the piano together...So scandalous....
WeiPing couldn't take it anymore and went up to them and played the piano too....Breaking the 2 of them up....
This is just a joke that I thought of because I'm bored....Scandalous :X
Went to Vivo after that...Ate at SuperDog....Germaine, Cherie and Amelia kept shooting ice OMG....

Ha Ha look at them laugh their asses off.....

Went to Sky Garden to chat and play some game which I always lose........What a BIG lantern....

Took a long time to post haha......Happy Belated Mooday........
-RVCPuaBuaiTo

P.S Trying to substitube F*** wih tuba

Vanessa said Jia Rong look cuter beside me in my display picture so this shows that I'm Cute and can influence others to be cute too

Picture of the day:

OMG WTH?
DIDNT KNOW I WAS SO CUTE....GOTTA DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY EYE BAG

Nothing

2009-01-15T20:13:00.004+08:00

I've been alone when I'm surrounded by Friends.

Not a bad day since the Maths teacher was not here and that there was fire drill....Hate geography and physics but love Home Econs...Learned how to mke scrambled egg...But I screwed with my tomato....My sliced tomatoes became Diced tomato...

Went to buy Calvin's present much later...First went to West Mall but nothing to buy...Then went to Lot 1 to buy....I skipped dinner because I was broke...Drank milkshake for dinner.....

Was damm sad today....Don't know why Calvin became so fierce OR is I think too much....Haix...dont know is I do something wrong or WHATEVER.....

Then today the TUBA reharsal....Ming Jun keep tubaing give tuba instructions then always need to redo...Was TUBAING TUBA MESSY....ARGH

But I remembered I got you.

LLLLLOOOONNNNGGGGG

2009-01-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

LOL....Today class was quite ok....Physics was fun for the first time OMG....We played with popcorns...but the teacher seriously super careless siol.....Book say must put cover lid on top of beaker but she forget...Wait till popcorn POP that almsot tio my friends siol...Then tell us put cover...

After that got reharsal lo...Choir got scolded twice..then nothing lo...very tired tomorrow still have..

Then later took bus to BPP and met up with mum...Bought shoes then went to a resaurant to eat...Food wasn't bad and the service was quite good just that some of the workers are not natives and had some difficulty communicating....And there was like 10 workers!?....But the table for two WAS TUBAING SMALL SIOL....THE WIDTH IS SMALLER THAN THAT OF THE MENU==

Ok...Thats it go do homework liao Jia Yous..
-RVCPuaBuaiTo

P.S Watching Wars Of In-Laws 2

HaHa

2009-01-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

Ha Ha Ha...Today no quartets so happy ....But I feel pai seh because Miss Tham called the tenors to solo one part but I sing until very WEIRD......

LOL....Clement and I were tuba happy when there was like no quartets then Mr Ong told us about the trip to St. Petersburg....much later on la.....

This post very short la because I need to do my homework....A lot siol...Teachers forget today is CCA day ar ==....

I think Tenors no hope when the Yr 4s are gone LOL...Calvin will be like the only Yr 3 and the Year 1s are tubaing rude siol==....

Ok I go do my homework le...........
-RVCPuaBuaiTo

FTW

2009-01-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

Muhahahaha I'm in love with Ye Eun, one of the Wonder GirlsxD muhahhahahh...By the way I have learned the dance after the "Pac-Man" Thingy~~I'll show it tomorrow....Speaking of tomorrow I'm si bei scared of the freaking quartets..T.T..Nvm la shall not think about it too much.

Today is quite a good day lol...Got into CID Maths which is one of the best CID this year..Then after that I had swimming haha...Swim here and there then after that got Japanese...Today Jap was quite slack because we learnt everything and still have 30mins left ==.....Teach too fast..Actually is we learn too fast la....

Eh...Please LO...I'm so cute but no one appreciate...You know who you are RAWR....And I got teach wrong mei...I'm a guy ma no talent in dancing LOL... Look at Amelia's blog earlier....What makes us like RVC is the seniors so when you all are gone...Don't know what will happen...Ave Maria is making me sadder==...Especisally when the Year 1s are so freaking rude to seniors....Please lo my batch is the last batch to be tall and polite and CUTE.

Went to Lot1 with Charlene...LOL she went to print her results then i bought something to eat haha......Went home on TV then now post blog lo....

Jia Yous-Cutest RVCPuaBuaiTo

I'm Too Influential O.o

2009-01-11T21:35:00.005+08:00

Ho Ho Ho Ho....I'm posting again.....Hmm.... To start this post.. I shall say that WONDER GIRLS Rocks...Especially Ye Eun OMG...She's So cute zomg....She looks a bit like Yuan Fang*stun*Ye Eun is the 2nd from the left...Isn't she cute OMG...I also like Yoo Bin..The centre one...She's so cool Holy Tuba.....

Today went to Lot 1 with Charlene again LOL....Went to buy swimsuit at Kiddy Palace*O.o*...Then went to buy some snacks blah blah blah...We went to a place whereby we had had some privacy and where people can't find us...(*eek*sounds so wrong*eek*)We practice Meplalian and Ondeh Ondeh but actually we spent most of the time correcting my placement O.o.....Put too mcuh stress on my lower jaws..Maybe tio some people influence*points around*...LOL

Chatted for awhile before going off.....Muhahaha...Went back home on MSN lo but talk nothing except about Wonder Girls with Yuan Fang...

That's it for now~Bye Bye!Good Night~

P.S I want nobody nobody but you!

-RVCPuaBuaito

What a sick and long day...

2009-01-10T00:04:00.006+08:00

To start off I shall post the lyrics for Ave Maria because it's so freaking nice.

She was lost In so many different ways.

Out in the darkness with no guide.

I know the cost of a losing hand.

Never for the grace of God

Oh I, I found heaven on earth.

You were my last, my first.

And then I hear this voice inside

Ave Maria

I've been alone When I'm surrounded by friends

How could the silence be so loud

But I still go home knowing that I've got you

There's only us when lights go down

You are my heaven on earth

You are my hunger, my thirst

I always hear this voice inside

Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by

While your busy making plans

Suddenly hit you and then you realize

It's out of your hands

Baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth

You are my last, my first

And then I hear this voice inside

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

Ok so today the lessons are not interesting...It was boring but very slack.... The worst thing that can happen for today is I realize my physics teacher took 5 days just to complete a pratical...OMG....

Then after that got CCA lo....We sang the 2 songs we are going to perform for anniversary...Was quite happy when senors say it's good...But if it is Quartets...Then GG liao....After that we went to Queensway for dinner....Then they were talking about something which only Committee can only know RAWR....

After that we went outside of Queensway then we danced Nobody there LOL....After that Amelia and Cherie act gangster with me as the victim lo...LOL svery funny because got many 笑场. But Charlene went off shortly after which we felt bad about la.....So, I went to BPP with calvin, Zhang Meh and Germ to buy a piggy bank.....

We keep choosing here and there until after Calvin left with his brother then we went to FairPrice...That's when the funny part starts.Germ began o pick up bowls and ask Zheng Meh whether that was his breast size...Then we bacame picking plates with weird shapes...Like rectangles one. Then we also start to pick up silverwares like those with jagged edges ...LOL

After that we went to Germ's house because Zheng Meh want to borrow New Moon from her....Then along the way we talk about allkind of sick things OMG...VERY VERY SICK THINGS LIKE HOW LONG IS IT or WHATEVER YOU CAN THINK OF....The funniest part is when we were outside Germ's house...Her sister came running down and asked us, "Eh,why you all COME here?"We laughed our asses off after not long her mother also asked us whether we want to COME in....

Not long after me and Zheng Meh walked back home....He sent me me to somewhere near my house before going back as we were talking about a lot a lot of things...I went back home then sms with people lo..... That's it la....
-RVCPuaBuaiTo
P.S I found a freaking funny advertisement...You know the advertisement about someone talking about Seoul and taking pictures...What Seoul-Soul of Asia thingy...It was very funny...It started off like this-Come, Get excited, The vibrants and colour of Life and Blah blah blah......Omg it's so wrong

LOL

2009-01-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

HaHa Thanks for All of Your concern~~~~~.I'm not emoing La... Just feel sad....Later people think RVC is EMO CCA

Sorry Guys

2009-01-08T19:01:00.003+08:00

Ah...This is my first blog post ever, and ironically it's gonna be quite sad... Me, WeiPing, Jia Rong and Charlene went to Lot1 for some practice...But I cant sing at all I don'tknow why and I'm trying to know why...I'm so sorry that they have make a wasted trip... I'm very very very sorry about it...

I'm very sad now,remembering all your faces,those disappointed faces. I sat in the LRT,thinking about it all,How hard all of you have forked out,Hoping only for me to sing well...But i just cant sing today and I'm sorry.Probably.Tired.

Thanks Charlene for making this possible...Smses to tell me to get well,Time for me to sing well.And also making this blog possible.Thanks a lot...

Thanks. Sorry. Sad.